In post 1956, Taly wrote: In post 1950, Paragon wrote:It's essentially the posts in
725. Note, I've noticed far fewer posts of that nature since I made that post. Though, I can see town!Taly being discouraged to show emotion/personality since he's being scumread for it, and I do apologise if that is the case, Taly!
I just don't have this large of an emotional range as scum, even if I tried.
I don't get so riled or soothed in such a short manner of time as scum because I have 0 reason to when I know a game's outcome before an event happens.
As town, I don't get this luxury. For an example, in my eyes:
If
NDMath
is town, this vindicates my original read on this slot and a major problem since 2 people I've towncased are now lynched, and I either had a change of heart on or had to make a decision to lynch based on nobody agreeing with me.
If
NDMath
is scum, this verifies the narrative that 1 of my towncases have buddied me for whatever reason, and distorts my idea of who else could be scum since I genuinely believed at some point this person's posting was town.
My core perception of this game is changed, that's why it's either really hard for people to read me, or very easy to. I'm simply more calculcated as scum, and even fall into a predisposed subset of emotions within a scumgame that acclimates to the plist and not my personal views that evolve over-time:
Here are my
scum
games, some are in a hydra. Tai is my other head.
https://forum.mafiascum.net/viewtopic.php?f=52&t=82289 (Hydra,
Tai
head)
https://forum.mafiascum.net/viewtopic.php?f=54&t=79036 (Hydra... I was a fucking traitor here, the bane of my existence.)
https://forum.mafiascum.net/viewtopic.php?f=56&t=76341 (I was a fucking traitor for the first time and I couldn't deal.)
https://forum.mafiascum.net/viewtopic.php?f=52&t=76098 (Perfect mafia win.)
https://forum.mafiascum.net/viewtopic.php?f=56&t=76118 (Multi-ball where I was fucking NKed by the other scum faction for being thought of as a traitor.)
Yes, the
NDMath
situation above is WIFOM, just as other ideas I've proposed this game, but it's how my brain works.
It's also a reason why it's hard for people to read me early-game as opposed to late, and why I often last long in games as town because scum can't attach a clear narrative to how I'll behave.
Here are some of my
town
games, the tone changes drastically at different points of the game, from pure solving to screaming-in-all-caps:
https://forum.mafiascum.net/viewtopic.php?f=52&t=75347 (High-functioning town)
https://forum.mafiascum.net/viewtopic.php?f=56&t=76441 (Tonally most unique game as town)
https://forum.mafiascum.net/viewtopic.p ... #p10750432 (High-functioning town)
https://forum.mafiascum.net/viewtopic.p ... #p10632037
https://forum.mafiascum.net/viewtopic.php?f=4&t=75869 (My LARGEST emotional range in a game outside of this one, probably.)
https://forum.mafiascum.net/viewtopic.php?f=56&t=79447 (Low-functioning town like this game, I flaked from stress.)
https://forum.mafiascum.net/viewtopic.php?f=56&t=78296 (Another low-functioning town game where I ended up flaking.)
(Moral of the story, being a Traitor is my life story as mafia and FUCK that... I can see why
Blake
is suspicious that I'm traitor here, but nope.)
I'm mid-functioning town here, maybe closer to low. I've had some
"I don't know if I can continue solving"
moments here.