In post 823, Farkran wrote:Based on these claims i think nobody fakeclaimed with the possible exception of Costello but once again that's just heavy paranoia
I'm starting to see flea town vibes though and i don't know what to make of it. I don't really fancy any of the other 3 as scum but the game is stalled.
@ydrasse can you answer my question in
725?
Also if you could please explain the process that led you to
646?
By rereading your iso i got this feeling that today you're always up to vote any fotm target whereas in d1 you were much less trigger happy especially wrt gamma (
236,
260)
i explained my read wrt you is that it was someone based in bop and was unfair; i think in theory i am always like... okay to get rid of you because you scare me basically, as a player, and removing sources of anxiety/paranoia for me is like... unfair, yeah. but i do it. if i think someone is a strong scum player if a chance to get rid of them occurs when i'm not Hard Townreading Them occurs... i'm up for it. it's not good play but it's just how my mind works.
the things that i found like... disconcerting mainly were small, like. you saying that i was either town or really good scum is like... okay? that sort of thing pings me in general as a 'why bring this up' sort of deal, because it's a backhanded compliment that plants a seed of mistrust towards someone.
...but at the same time i feel the same way towards you so like, it's a hypocritical way to view you. you're either town, or really good scum, and i know for a fact you have a good scumgame so like, yeah. meta-based.
i believe i've already said though that you're not like... really preferred right now over going in flea/madeline. you're above them a tier. costello is functionally clear to me (or im treating him like that because the one scenario i've laid out where he's scum is really convoluted), i've played a lot w hectic and it just feels like... a hectic game. towngame basically bc i've only
played
with him as town and had to read scum games previous. bugspray is still like... nothing to me, if they flipped scum i wouldn't be surprised and at all but i don't have any real reason right now to think they're town or scum, and that's frustrating. i don't get anything from them and i don't know how to read them.
and then flea, who is like... so the thing is with flea, is that everyone will think fae sounds towny. silent star? people thought fae was towny and wholesome and stuff, and i did too! i had my paranoia there, and it turned out to be right (i will say: the mechanics/necessity of like, the mafia faction that game made it a bit more obvious when fae hammered at a certain point but even so.). fae's town in booneytunez? no scumread there from me. like... faer's not lhf, despite saying that. i really disagree with that and like, if i'm feeling some sort of way about flea's play this game, and i think that it feels off... it means something to me. and right now, i don't like fae's posting; it's a bunch of compositing together mechanical stuff which is useful, but like. it's frustrating to me because twice now flea's said i'm the play/good to go off of mechanics and then trying to add in a caveat like "but we can't do it all off mechanics" while still making clear that like, i am the pick!
it also frustrates me (that's the theme of this game right now and this isn't like... an attempt at ate, it's just my view of it) that like... i can't help that my item this game isn't a protective or whatever, lmao. it's thematic to who i rolled (the lost aka... a spirit. so seeing dead people's roles isn't like... weird) and the item/ability i have is literally just the item that the lost comes with. i can't... do anything about that, or argue it because it's what i have and it's what it was flavored as and it's annoying to be pushed on that basis because like, i can't do anything about it at all and it's dumb. i have what i have. if i knew people would decide that was a damning part of my game i would have reflavored it or something, but then people would be like, oh it's not holy mantle? so it's just a lose lose. rant over.
and then flea's like, ydrasse can get steam, her iso is bare... but like. how? what do these things mean? flea keeps saying a ton of things about me, about my role, that are vague, or they're slight distortions of the truth, or played up; i'm paranoid because i didn't realize an unvote wasn't from a vote on me, and not ""paranoid"" because like, you know, flea said fae's down to kill me and have made it more and more apparent as the day goes on. like, i'm not "fairly evaluating" flea because at this point it doesn't feel like fae is doing that for me at all, and it's scummy the things fae's said in my opinion, and fae keeps trying to get me to dig the hole deeper while handing me the shovel, but like, what else can i do when someone is doing this?
madeline feels different to me, and that means something in a game where i don't think anyone else feels especially different or scummy. from the start she's felt prickly in the way she presents herself, and like... i've never had these sorts of feelings before when she's been town. as town she feels good, and i rarely have these sorts of doubts on her, but this game i do! i read her posts and think, huh, there's a tone to them, and i don't really get what she's doing and i worry that she's trying to emulate what she sounds like as town, or trying to mirror people a bit, and just... going through the motions. that's what her game feels like to me, going through the motions right now. i could be wrong on this but like, she's my second scumread for a reason and it feels like these thoughts i have about her mean something.
and at this point like. i just don't wanna put in the effort for this game, and i don't want to self-vote but it feels like i'm at that point because me being flipped right now feels inevitable and like... i just don't wanna put in the effort for that. it's shitty but it is what it is, i'm being tunneled, i'm being told that i'm relying on other people to win the game for me, and it sucks and it hurts me a little bit even though it shouldn't (and i am sorry for being emotional over it) but like. idk what else to really say/do when most people are like "yeah sure, you're the flip" basically and only one of these people is mafia and the rest are just down for it and wrong and they're not seeing what i see.