open 841: concgratulations to the winners and losers

[skitter30]

hmm

I mean I just feel like I had a self meta argument that convincing (look I was town in all these games where people scumread me for not being obvtown - that’s why you shouldn’t kill me for not being obvtown) I would be eager to bullshit that too and could do it drunk

could be and i could be wrong
that is how i felt when i read the post tho

[innocentvillager]

ur being kind of adamantly defensive about this when I’m more just trying to have a discussion and that feels a little weird to me

[innocentvillager]

i don’t feel like I implied anywhere that I was grilling to see if it’s a real thought? more trying to compare notes

And I feel like you’re treating this interaction as a interrogation when that was not my intention (sorry if it came off that way I guess?)

[skitter30]

oh well i'm not really trying to be defensive
i guess i don't really know how to explain this feeling better than i did already so i guess you keep asking but i don't really have a better explanation for you

[Datisi]

hmm

I mean I just feel like I had a self meta argument that convincing (look I was town in all these games where people scumread me for not being obvtown - that’s why you shouldn’t kill me for not being obvtown) I would be eager to bullshit that too and could do it drunk

i am also pretty aware that writing self meta is actually rarely convincing to most people because *ahem* Self Meta Bad, and also i wasn't actually doing it while someone wanted to kill me so

i am trying to think of scum!me and whether i would be able to / want to write a post like that as scum, and i'm not actually sure - but that doesn't really matter anyway. the more important question is whether i think town!skitter could use a post like that to townread me, and i think the answer is yes. i'm not sure if scum!skitter like, gains anything by forcing a townread of me there, and she potentially gets heat for "why are you townreading datisi for talking about self meta" because Self Meta Bad(tm) so yeah makes sense to me

[innocentvillager]

ok sounds good lol I’ll come back to this reread I’m prolly just reading into things weirdly

[innocentvillager]

i don’t know if self meta bad is as universal of a thing as you think and I don’t know why she has to believe that too

[innocentvillager]

Datisi why do I change my mind on you every time I talk to you

[skitter30]

ok sounds good lol I’ll come back to this reread I’m prolly just reading into things weirdly

sounds good, i guess for me it kept feeling like you were asking me to justify it more and batting down what i said when .... it was a vibe that i got and i don't have better words to explain it

but sure you might be right, it is entirely possible i'm a sucker for that sort of self meta and that i shouldn't read into it
but overall i got Good Vibes from it

[Datisi]

Datisi why do I change my mind on you every time I talk to you

you're changing your mind because i assumed that self-meta wouldn't have gotten me out of trouble, if i had even been in trouble because i wasn't, with a post that you yourself agreed was nai in the first place

like at this point i don't even know what to tell you

[SirCakez]

Sorry I'm around but I feel like crap so don't think mafia is happening today

[Something_Smart]

we're starting to get into radio buzz territory again ...

VOTE: skitter

[skitter30]

hi, plz explain

[skitter30]

Sorry I'm around but I feel like crap so don't think mafia is happening today

also feel better!

[Something_Smart]

Nothing about this is similar to Radio Buzz. I didn't even lurk in that game.

[skitter30]

you spent like a week promising content and failing to deliver despite me constantly bugging you abt it
from my pov how is this game meant to be dissimilar ?
(tbf i haven't bugged you about it as much, but that was the point of that post)

furthermore, i have explicilty used this as a way to read in you in several games since then, with admittedly mixed results, so why on earth is this a voteworthy offense that i'm having this thought here ..

[SirCakez]

Sorry I'm around but I feel like crap so don't think mafia is happening today

also feel better!

Thanks it's just post NYE crud I'll be better tomorrow

[Something_Smart]

you spent like a week promising content and failing to deliver despite me constantly bugging you abt it
from my pov how is this game meant to be dissimilar ?

I haven't promised content, I've explicitly done the opposite actually. I haven't been able to focus on this game.

[skitter30]

ok, sure.
but it has been like a week and we're like a fair way through day1 and you'v enot been on vla this whole time, so that was me trying to change that before the day ends ...

and why are you voting me for this

[skitter30]

I didn't even lurk in that game.

also you were active lurking for like a week in that game ?

[Something_Smart]

and why are you voting me for this

Because I felt like you were trying to threaten me with an inaccurate comparison.

I don't actually think it's scum indicative, it was mostly a protest vote.

[Something_Smart]

also you were active lurking for like a week in that game ?

I hate the term "active lurking". I was posting but not providing a lot of reads. I'm not even sure that's a scumtell for me, in general, but in that situation it probably was.

Meanwhile here I'm not posting at all, over a holiday weekend. That, at least to me, seems totally different.

[Datisi]

it was mostly a protest vote.

is this something you do as scum? i wanted to townread it, but then i realized i might be falling for the "just because i've seen this person do this as town, doesn't mean it's actually town indicative" fallacy

[skitter30]

It wasnt a threat, more just an observation
Do u want to read sleepless's wall + his iso and tell me what you think? You dont need a lot of prior context for that

[Andante]

Do u want to read sleepless's wall + his iso and tell me what you think?

I know it's not directed at me but,
I think sleepless's wall is a repeat of a lot of what I said,which is why I don't like it, sure it could've been genuine thoughts, but a lot of it was like exact things I was saying so ehhh anyone going "I'll read later" then when they do read, there's nothing original, and it's all repeating stuff already said, makes you really question if it came from town