Difference in headspace. I don't play alts just for another alias. I play alts to adjust my personality to see how it affects the outer world.Bell wrote:I've played a few games with you in your flamenco style and I always found it fun.
You sound kind of dead inside this game.
What happened?
Taly is my spirit. Taly is closer to the ID. Taly is me unfiltered. In mafia, Taly plays a game.
Lady Chloe is a role. Lady Chloe is closer to the ego. Lady Chloe is me experimenting. In Mafia, Lady Chloe performs.
Cupcake Butterfly is my mind. Cupcake Butterfly is closer to the superego. In mafia. Cupcake Butterfly is solving a puzzle.
I'm still the same identity and personality. Just a different expression. This is my least emotionally taxing alt.
I'm still enthusiastic to play with you, Bell, and everyone else. I just internalize the feeling so I can look at the game with more clarity.
My "dead tone" is intentional, yet I have fun.
Should I increase the frequency of Cupcake Butterfly pictures?