In post 1243, DeasVail wrote:The part I've bolded also feels like cheap shade. I provided your suspicion on Firebringer as an example as well and I still think your progression on Firebringer rings hollow, as if you're pretending to care about it more than you are (see: you telling FB that they should do more or there will be problems, as you move your vote to Eiralox)
I'm not trying to shade you, I'm trying to tell you directly that I don't like reading things like my reasoning is "hollow" or that I'm "pretending to care", because I don't see how I can meaningfully address those accusations or engage with you on them. You have either disregarded or ignored a whole wealth of other reads & opinions I've given to hone in on two you didn't like, which is additionally frustrating because the one on you was literally just me trying to give thoughts on a post prompted by HEM
and again going back to the original post, I agreed with fireisred's take, it's enough for a light town lean on you, but not so strong a town lean that I was trying to advocate for it in the thread beyond just answering HEM what I thought of that post. it doesn't mean I've sorted you as town, I just have several other players I see as higher priority to deal with right now and nothing I particularly wanted to ask or talk with you about. I don't think you've done anything scummy, but in those posts I was replying to you were talking about me instead of at me, I don't know what I can do to advance forward other than just kinda ignore your suspicion (and now) vote on me. THAT'S what I don't like.
what's missing from me here that you think you would see from me as town that would demonstrate that I "care"? does it not change anything for you re:my Fire push/vote in considering that last time I played with him he was fairly immediately solvey, obvtown, and one of the few voices of sanity in that game?
"I think I no longer believe in monsters as faces in the floor or feral infants or vampires or whatever. I think at seventeen now I believe the only real monsters might be the type of liar where there's simply no way to tell. The ones who give nothing away"