Brandi wrote:Thinking about taking a break from this game.
There are people trying to make me feel like I have some sort of obligation to play with them.
The people I play with the most are people I know in real life.
I have a *lot* of people on my list and sometimes I just solo queue because I fucking feel like it.
Like seriously there are people that I don't even know very well and think that just because I played a lot with them for a while that somehow I have to always play with them and them only whenever they are online.
I also sometimes accidentally leave LoL logged in, and I guess that makes me a terrible person too because it makes people think I am ignoring them or some shit.
If I tell you that there is no room for you, that my game is "full" it's not because I don't like you- it's not because I like my other friends "better" than you, it's not because I fucking "replaced" you- it's because it's fucking full and I'm not going to drop out/kick someone just to please a single fucking person.
Also to the person who thinks I changed my summoner name because of my "new" friends:
I wanted my name to be "Brandi" when I joined, it was fucking taken. Of course I'm going to take the fucking opportunity to change it.
My "new" friends are people I have known a lot longer than you.
I don't understand your thought process at all but you are reading too deeply into things. I like you, I consider you a friend, but I don't actually know you that much and it makes me uncomfortable that you are trying to guilt trip me because of a perceived obligation that I have to you.
Maybe I'm a bitch for typing this out publicly but there are multiple people who complain to me and holy fuck I CANT PLEASE EVERYONE I CANT PLAY WITH EVERYONE ALL THE TIME I DO MORE THAN JUST PLAY LOL AND I PLAY WITH MORE THAN JUST A FEW PEOPLE IT DOESNT MEAN I DONT LIKE YOU WHEN I SAY IM ALREADY BUSY SDJFLJSDLKJSDLKFJSDJLFDS::fd;sd;fds;;;;;; AND IF AYONE TAKES OFFENSE TO THIS WELL FUCKING GOOD BECAUSE IM ALREADY FUCKING OFFENDED CHRIST IF YOU CANT STAND NOT PLAYING WITH ME FOR A FEW DAYS THEN JUST DELETE ME THEN YOU WONT HAVE TO LOOK AT MY USERNAME AND THINK IM IGNORING YOU
You're a girl who hangs out on a site with socially awkward/deficient guys and play video games with them. The fact that they are clingy really shouldn't surprise you at all. Sadly this is the way the world works. Don't play with socially awkward clingy dudes.
I don't think I've even asked to play with you, Brandi, but I know that feel. I have 2 or 3 people who are terrible, but friends of mine, and act like I'm obliged to play with them (and in one of their cases, carry them "to fix my elo, I don't deserve to be here bro"). Shit sucks.
also yes you are right Panzer, I guess it's me being very gullible and too much of a people pleaser that gets me into these situations.
Also it's not even that my friends are "bad"... some of them are actually VERY GOOD, it's just the sudden clinginess is really just freaking me out and annoying me.
Brandi wrote:also yes you are right Panzer, I guess it's me being very gullible and too much of a people pleaser that gets me into these situations.
Also it's not even that my friends are "bad"... some of them are actually VERY GOOD, it's just the sudden clinginess is really just freaking me out and annoying me.
I figured it was just the clinginess, but the better way to handle this would have been talk to each of them individually and explain to them what you have put out in the open. This isn't something that needed to be aired, for several reasons(Exhibit A:"I hope this isn't cause I said Hi to you"). If they continue to be clingy just phase them out and be clear as to why.
yeah, though I haven't given any names.
Still pretty shitty and rude of me I guess.
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I was just having a massive rage moment because I keep getting "guilt trip" offline messages and I'm never online at the same time as the other person to actually have a conversation with them.
Once I can talk to them individually if they want me to remove my post I will.
Fate, you know I love you. I'm sad that I don't get to play with you ENOUGH. Even if you are a feeder ;o
But I'm not going to try and guilt trip you for not playing with me.
↑Brandi wrote:Fate, you know I love you. I'm sad that I don't get to play with you ENOUGH. Even if you are a feeder ;o
But I'm not going to try and guilt trip you for not playing with me.
I try and guilt trip him into playing with me all the time. It unfortunately never works >.<
FlayTheScum 1:33 am
RC does not have my stash of animal porn, I promise you.
You're lucky you got that terrible Yi and MF it's incredible that even with his items the YI couldn't do shit, was he just hitting the WW on your team and killing himself the whole time or what?
↑Chronopie wrote:If I am in any way responsible for the rant, I am sorry. Anything I say is in Jest, and I genuinely do not intend to guilt trip anyone into anything.
TT_TT
Honestly-- you were part of it;
Please don't do things like that to me in the future, at least not in offline messages because I can't instantly respond to you then and it makes it harder for me to tell if you are joking or not. Not to mention there are others who do seriously complain about me not playing with them and I can't tell who is joking and who is not >___<;
I'm not really upset anymore- but I am still taking a break because I have a lot of other priorities that I've been ignoring by spending too much time playing games. -_-
↑Chronopie wrote:If I am in any way responsible for the rant, I am sorry. Anything I say is in Jest, and I genuinely do not intend to guilt trip anyone into anything.
TT_TT
Honestly-- you were part of it;
Please don't do things like that to me in the future, at least not in offline messages because I can't instantly respond to you then and it makes it harder for me to tell if you are joking or not. Not to mention there are others who do seriously complain about me not playing with them and I can't tell who is joking and who is not >___<;
I'm not really upset anymore- but I am still taking a break because I have a lot of other priorities that I've been ignoring by spending too much time playing games. -_-
JUST FYI. If I tell any of you to DIAF when I ask you to join me - I am not being serious. Dying in a fire would be a horrible way to go and I care for you all to much for you to go that way.
When I say diaf I really mean die peacefully in your sleep.
FlayTheScum 1:33 am
RC does not have my stash of animal porn, I promise you.
Played a game earlier today where we had a Xin Zhao and Miss Fortune autolock. Not a big deal... Grimm went Anivia (he's actually getting pretty decent with her), and the other person went Sona. I figured "Shit, no tank?" and picked up Galio for like my third time ever playing him.
At the start, me/Xin were owning our lane. But Xin kept doing dumb shit, like diving Wukong at their tower. I joked around and was lighthearted about it at first. Then he did it... again... and again... and again. He kept diving. I tried to help him and he ignored me. We were in the middle of a team fight and all of us were falling back... then Xin turns around out of nowhere and jumps into the middle of ALL FIVE OF THEM and gets immediately facemelted.
I held top lane, pushed down both of their towers... then we got the outer turret on mid and bot down... but that Xin just kept diving and kept feeding their Wukong (who was like 12/1/4 by the end of the game) and they pushed back and won.
it's incredible that even with his items the YI couldn't do shit, was he just hitting the WW on your team and killing himself the whole time or what?
