tammy wrote:In post 662, you're saying that Fate killed Ben because even though he found both of you suspicious, you would be easier to lynch. (I actually think it's a toss up; Ben was looking really scummy by the end of the day. I know confirmation bias and all...) But then in 672 you say that with Fate being alive you would be less likely to be lynched. How would that be if he thought you were scum? Wouldn't he push for your lynch? I don't know how him being alive, and suspecting you, would make it less likely that you would be lynched especially since you say you would be easier to lynch than Ben.
I consider Fate to be a detriment to whatever wagon he is on, so him being alive 'pushing me' makes me more likely to survive. It might be a strange concept to understand but it's my opinion of him. (Look at my statement yesterday about "not wanting to vote with him" for more examples.)
And to delve deeper into the realm of thought, Just because I believe something 'from Fate's perspective' doesn't mean I have to believe it from my own. While I think it would have looked 'easier to lynch me' from his point of view, I would consider it harder from my own for him to get me lynched. (Although... I would have considered it harder to get Ben lynched as well... As I said, he's a detriment to whatever wagon he's on...)
Tammy wrote:I still don't know how anyone can perceive any of that as a threat. A person, as town, should always be reconsidering things in light of flips and evidence. I think my statement was pretty self-explanatory. The 'if you're town' is nothing more than a conditional clause expressing my lack of knowledge for the factual situation. If he's not town, then he has nothing to rethink at all because he's following through with his plan.
As far as V2V being alive and the reasons for it, you're presuming me to have knowledge I don't have. I have no prior game experience with anyone in this game except MoI and Peregrine, so while it might seem ungrounded to you it's not to me. If things aren't the way I imagined them to be, that's fine, I have no problem being wrong and reevaluating once I have more information.
Per the threat: We can go around in circles on this topic it seems for quite a while so I'll stop it now. Just now that what you said COULD very easily have had threatening undertones and since it lacked at the time the amount of detail you have since provided there was no reason not to call it out as such for two very simple reasons. (The first being in a game of mafia you always call out the suspicious instead of assuming the non, and the second being the reactions to it would be a lot better than the reaction to not. [case in point, had I not called it a threat, Yates wouldn't have likely weighed in on it like he has. - as example])
Per V2V: What am I presuming? I wasn't talking meta, I was talking common game knowledge... I'm going to assume by your reaction then that you have not thoguht about the same thing I have which tells me one of two things... (three) Either you're town or your scum and my thoughts don't exist. (Or you're a bloody good actress...)
Tammy wrote:...
It didn't feel genuine
... If there were 10 players like MoI on the list, okay I can get behind that, but there aren't. There's a varying player list here; maybe he could feel intimidated or out of his depth by a couple of you but it felt false in light of the spread of players.
Fair enough...
(I was about to propose an argument to the player list part but I decided against it. I'd rather see where you end up going with this in all honesty. Who am I to step in the middle of things...)
Tammy wrote:... You do remember why the whole comparison came about right?... You said that my statement that his feeling lost in light of the player list here didn't add up to my statement concerning it being hard for me to get reads... You made me compare myself to him. You can't now, after making me compare myself to him for what were two separate feelings, tell me that it's wrong to project my feelings onto someone else when you did the projecting in the first place. You are constructing the conversation in the way you wanted it to go which inevitably had this outcome so that you could then tell me it's wrong for me to do something you asked me to do.
I never asked you to compare yourself to him, I asked you if your hardship for getting reads might be a possible reason others are having a hard time in the game as well. Your answer, in short version, was no. Thus, 'comparison' over. You took the opportunity to illustrate your own reasoning on why V2V 'shouldn't feel out of his depth'.
Now if you felt like I was asking you to compare yourself to him, fine. Misunderstandings all around... HOWEVER... You clearly doubted V2V's 'out of depth' BEFORE I 'compared' the two of you... Thus, you had to have had reasons or explanations BEFORE I 'compared' the two of you... So... Either, what you've said here aren't your legitimate feelings (i.e. My input influenced them by 'making you compare yourself to him') which begs the question, why say them at all? OR... You are simply using this as an excuse to shift the spotlight onto me...
So, since I'm confused I'll ask you to explain it to me:
Tammy wrote:Don't know how he could feel out of his depth when there are players like Pizzadudes and Drmysthotgun in the game. Since he seems to be comfortable playing with you, I don't understand it either as it should make up for any intimidation he feels playing with any other stronger players... He said it early on too, and something about it doesn't feel genuine. Even if you feel like you're a weaker player and not great at scumhunting, one thing you can do is demonstrate your innocence so that you're taken out of the equation for who the scum is...
Are these your legitimate feelings on V2V or is this something I 'forced' you into saying?
tammy wrote:...And, see here is where you're projecting yourself onto someone else...
No, here was me using myself as an example...
The rest of this paragraph is a mismash of nothing tangible really. If 'projecting one's innocence' is a skill or talent, then you can't very well call V2V out for not having done it. That would be like calling someone out for not juggling chainsaws... Sure, some people can do it well... But I wouldn't waste my time (or my precious arms). If some people 'look suspicious' and some don't 'no matter what they do' then it serves no point to actually 'do' anything does it? Lastly, how do you 'try to do your best' in a game that's passing you by? back to my chainsaw analogy... It's all well and good to say "try it Korlash" but I'm not exactly going to know where to begin, how to start, or what the hell I'm suppose to do in order to even attempt to 'try'...
The 'meh' at the end of this paragraph summed it up precisely. (side notes, gotta love em =D)
Tammy wrote:No, but for someone who says they do setup speculation, it seems rather odd that you would buy a scum vengeful for one, and that you would immediately jump to it being a scum gambit for two. *Now, here is where I might unfairly project myself onto someone else.* You said you had a town read on him for 90% of the game up to that point. I'm a bit lost on why it didn't enter your mind that it was a town gambit if you'd had a town read on him. Why did you automatically jump to it being a scum gambit?
I never bought a scum veng, I simply hedged my bets and asked our claimed vig to 'play it safe'. I may put a lot of faith in my abilities, but I'm not about to let the cop be the first person to walk into the room marked 'free cookies'. I'd rather lose to being over caution than lose for doing something stupid. (I'd also rather win, and you win more being cautious...)
And I didn't 'immediately jump to it being a scum gambit'. That's point two of my reasons for voting. MoI's posting in thread of his 'kill fate' is not a town move, combine it with a fakeclaim and the obvious outcome is 'scum gambit'. You can rationalize it all you want (especially in retrospect) but I saw no reason for town to do that.
You do also see how much I've gone into about how MoI's plan was stupid and had no chance of actually finding scum right? The speculation of it being a town gambit went like this: "If MoI is town, what he is doing serves no purpose other than to lynch him quicker." At the time, It didn't even occur to me it might be some way to 'catch scum' because there existed no way to 'catch scum', so the funny thing is I couldn't even speculate on what MoI was actually doing because what he was doing made zero fucking sense. Something that makes no sense does not enter into to speculation because it is deemed 'impossible or unlikely to happen' due to it serving no legitimate purpose.
Tammy wrote:...When I have a town read on someone, it doesn't get lost because they pull a gambit, or because they do something that might be scummy, or because they make a bad post because when I have a town read on someone I have some belief that what they're doing has town motivation or are just making a mistake...
If you have a town read that ends up fakeclaiming in a scummy way and you DON'T reevalute that read completely... I feel very sad for you...
I may disagree and want to kick everyone who has accused me of 'overjustification' on my vote, but I did put a lot of thought into it before I made it. My town read on MoI got lost because he did something only scum should have done and I evaluated it as such.
Tammy wrote:That's not even my biggest problem with the whole thing. He came clean in Post 588. The hammer came in post 621. You all talked. Why didn't it cross your mind that he was in fact innocent and was committing a town gambit? It's very rare for scum to actually admit to their lies especially when they don't actually have to. I just don't see the scum motivation for him to go "J/K I'm VT" at the end of the day, especially for someone that you admit to have had a town read on up until the gambit or just before. Whether or not you liked the gambit is one thing; I do think it has its flaws, but I'm trying to figure out where you saw the scum motivation in it.
A) I had called him on his fakeclaim before he came clean. he was dead at that point so admitting it was his only option (if scum). At least the way he did it meant he could POSSIBLY force my mislynch. Why didn't I consider this a town gambit? Because it was an obvious attempt at my mislynch. (from my perspective)
B) Why didn't it cross my mind? I argued the entire time his plan made no sense, had no town motivation, and what he claimed had zero chance of being accurate. Of course it crossed my mind, I can't argue what I did if it hadn't. However, it made... and I know you're getting tired off this by now.. ZERO FUCKING SENSE. How can you sit there and actually say it never crossed my mind with a straight face?
Tammy wrote:Okay yes, you've been playing this game a lot longer than I have. I've been playing it a bit longer than my start date here as I play somewhere else, but meh.
I played it for two years before I came here.
/flex
Tammy wrote:Here's the thing. You don't know this because you don't know me, but I'm quite a deliberate and analytical player who is an annoyingly cautious voter in most games. I'm one of those people who tends to hold onto their vote and leave it where I place it once I finally do vote until I move it at deadline if need be. I tend to get lectured for it by someone in almost every game I do it in, which because I'm stubborn also delays my vote even longer. Yeah, I'm a fucking pain in the ass joy to play with. I do this bit of self-meta dance because when I say that I'm not pushing through your lynch it actually means something. It's against my nature to vote right away, but interacting with you to try to determine your alignment, especially in light of the end of yesterday was more important than me being careful. Though I still was. I made sure you wouldn't be in danger of getting lynched quickly, and quite frankly if my vote would have put you over half way to lynch, I wouldn't have done it. I'm confident that you're not getting lynched right now therefore I'm not worried about it.
Obviously our definitions differ and as I said it's all pointlessly irrelevant anyways...
Actually... I just went back trying to find where I ever said you were 'pushing my lynch'... Couldn't find it... I blame MoI somehow... Can you point this out for me? I feel we have somehow lost track of the original point and I would like to return to it...