I was just about to head out when I saw the latest posts on my phone and chose to come back, open my laptop and respond, it is starting to get unhealthy, I really should be in the library studying for a test I have this evening. But I still want to have a breakthrough in understanding here so I'll respond to this. Anyways,
The thing about neighborhoods and what I've experienced in this game is that when you have ideas and opinions that are strongly held and people in your neighborhood share it, they all end up re-inforcing and strengthening those same ideas. I've seen that in action. There were times when I thought Mastin could be town, but then I remember how sure Pieguyn was about him being scum when he replaced in. I remember the certainty with which BRO and Desp accused Mastin toward the end of Day 1. I look back at Pie talking about how Mastin/Rancid/AP interactions re-inforced his scumreads on all three of them and then realize that the initial way I thought of the game does in fact make the most sense.
We have in fact talked in the neighborhood about stuff we didn't post in thread. I don't think that anything I've posted in the thread in surface level. Perhaps I haven't communicated it well enough to you that it comes across as surface level but I'm happier with the way I've been thinking about this game than I have in some games (like NY169 for instance). I don't know for sure whether some of my thoughts were developed in the neighborhood and I presented my finished findings here without showing all of my thoughts in thread so I won't discount that you may right that my deeper thoughts are hidden in the neighborhood although I feel it isn't likely. Is there is anything you want me to go deeper into? I'd be happy to explain it further.
Beli suggested a couple days ago in our hydra convo that the game isn't going anywhere because all the focus is on AP/Mastin today (and to a fair extent day 1 as well). I'm trying to widen my focus and talk to other players about things other than AP/Mastin, but Mastin doesn't make that easy.
Okay, here's where we disagree fundamentally and this is what I want to talk about. There has been a lot of noise about them. It is a recurring pattern I see game after game whenever there are charismatic scum players involved. People talk and talk about them for most of the day and then scramble around deadline trying to find an alternative lynch. You've seen this happen D1. I'd rather it not happen D2. Let's start figuring out our stances and moving towards a lynch sooner rather than later. I feel like there is this natural psychological impulse to say "okay, that's a lot of noise, let's focus on others." I think we are discounting the usage of noise as a scum tactic. In Attack on Titan, BRO and I were pressured early, and we got into a pointless argument and people discouraged us from voting each other. In Wicked, Nacho and I vs UT and T-Bone went the same way.
You gave your stances that you don't want to vote Mastin or AP? Who
do
you want to vote for? I feel that a repeat of D1 is going to incredibly unhelpful and I want you to help me make today a better day than D1. You saw the clusterfuck that happened at the end of D1 where you still had no idea who to vote for and a lack of a sense of direction with a ton of panic wagons created at deadline. It would help if as one of the few consistently active players, you spend more time talking about your reads, hashing out disagreements, and explaining who you would vote for so we can see where there is an overlap of reads and get an informed lynch. I'd be really happy to see more pro-activeness. I am really not sure what you want other than for the lurkers to post (which is something we all want). I am still unsure what frustrates you about the gamestate and it is one of the things I was puzzled regarding your stances D1. Rancid made the game a drag to play (some people may disagree), and then complained about the state of the game. You responded by giving them hugs and saying their antics were the only bright thing in a sea of frustration (I am paraphrasing). But I am unable to see if there is some sort of mystical entity that caused all of these bad things and Rancid's alt-slips were the one thing that is funny since I'm seeing them as the source of everything that was wrong with the game D1. Maybe Mastin/AP as well but there is only one problem I have with them and that is spam. Neither of them went to Rancid levels of personal attacks. I agree that Mastin's creating a lot of noise and posting way too much.
One more thing - you are falling into a pattern of trusting the reads of people who agree with you and not trusting the reads of those that you disagree with. For all the "internalizing" you said you did about my thoughts on your play, I feel like doing this puts us right back in square one. The point of working with players for me is to either convince people, or let them convince me by bouncing my thoughts off of them. When you separate people into those you agree with and those you don't and refuse to work with the latter group, I feel that you'd never get out of having incorrect reads because
by definition
, you are not being receptive to those that disagree with you which pretty much puts the game at a deadlock. I won't defend your lack of trust in MastinSSK or ask you to work with them although on principle I should because suspecting you isn't a reason for discarding their opinions. I will point out though that disagreeing about Rancid's affiliation isn't a reason to distrust my view on the gamestate. If at some point, it is revealed whether Rancid is scum, hopefully you'll make the necessary adjustments and if it is revealed that they are town, I will do the same. And I wonder if you'll start trusting my view if Mastin/Rancid/AP are all scum.
You say your stances are clear and you say that as town you hope that your motivations will show through and things that you do will reflect you having a town wincon. Please try and do something to make this apparent. You made a list of varying degress of town. It is just not something I can make any sense of because that is not how the game is structured. Someone is scum and you are probably going to vote someone. Make an effort to figure out who it is, and who you will vote. Can you give me two-three names? Who are the people that you still need to sort?