Posted: Tue Dec 01, 2020 5:33 pm
I feel like I'm missing a lot of posts/parts of posts that are addressed at me. It's coming at me too fast. Gimme a minute.
https://forum.mafiascum-staging.net/
I think I've answered the prism question in a reply to Bork.In post 1258, skitter30 wrote:yep p much. i'm p sure i just said it's likely i'd be more engaged if people are pushing me.In post 1254, fferyllt wrote:You've voted me twice iirc and did NOTHING to actually sort me. I post a reads list with you at the bottom and now you're engaging.
so again are you actually scumreading me y/n cuz i feel like you kinda sidestepped giving a straight answer to this like twice in the past 12 posts now.
(and i'm starting to feel like you're trying to avoid giving a straight answer ...)
the reason why i haven't necessarily been trying to actively sort u is that i kinda have ~vague nebulous pings~ that you're scummy, but if you actually tried to ask me why, i have no idea how to articulate it beyond ~vague nebulous pings~ and i don't have anything in particular to pin it on or that i can point to
and i was kinda hoping that voting would spark some sort of reaction but apparently i just learned that i'm not gonna be getting that from u
and i townread a bunch of people, and nullread a bunch of people, but don't necessarily scumread anyone super strongly so at least the second time (i.e. the one from earlier tonight) was more of a resting place for my vote while i figure out i want to do next because i know i don't townread you, which is a lot mroe than i can say about other people
your cabd read is p inscrutable to me, but i'm kinda assumign it's gonna be so i'm not super interested in it
why are you townreading prism?
and why is pooky all the way towards the bottom
It's odd that I'm getting a ton of questions and you aren't so much.In post 1270, Cabd wrote:The thing is I'm not actually sure why Ffery has gotten me to where I am in her reads list but I also expect that getting her to elaborate even a single morsel more would be like pulling teeth. And we all know how that shit fucking goes.
Mean mostly around the Prism wagon, and the "oh you want me to read the wagon about the player who is at F-2, what a bother"In post 1274, fferyllt wrote:I'm not sure what you mean about low inpact vs high impact times.
such as?In post 1274, fferyllt wrote:It's been a fuckton of things with Prism. I feel like I know how they are processing this game better than anyone else, that or there's a ton of stuff going on under the surface that I'm not seeing even a flicker of. and in all of that, there's been so many instances of thinking what I'm thinking. I'm reading this thread peicemeal and skipping around for context because I lost the plot initially somewhere around page 15, I think.
I feel like you're asking questions of me that you have not answered yourself.In post 1272, skitter30 wrote:well, i don't know if i would necessarily say 'strongest scumread' so much as 'person who's niggling me the most'In post 1265, fferyllt wrote:I am scumreading you, and it comes down to how you've interacted with me, your strongest scumread (I assume, anyway).
Sometimes votes and scumreads give me an opportunity I don't often get in games where I'm a very well known quantity.
Unless I have a lot of history with someone, and sometimes even then, the main value to me in being voted is in seeing what happens after that. Who follows along either with a vote or with words. Who avoids it. Who pokes at it. It can be the most useful wagon for analysis that I see that whole gameday.
(and tbf this dialogue is probably doing a lot more to help me sort u then anything else that you've done this game)
can you articulate what about 'how [i've] interacted with [you]' is scummy / prompting you to scumread me?
pedit and sorry did you answer what you liked abt prism and what u didn't like about pooky?
I said details tomorrow.In post 1280, borkjerfkin wrote:such as?In post 1274, fferyllt wrote:It's been a fuckton of things with Prism. I feel like I know how they are processing this game better than anyone else, that or there's a ton of stuff going on under the surface that I'm not seeing even a flicker of. and in all of that, there's been so many instances of thinking what I'm thinking. I'm reading this thread peicemeal and skipping around for context because I lost the plot initially somewhere around page 15, I think.
I feel like any legitimate conversation about getting "pocketed" like 15 fucking minutes into D1 where all that conversation was happening is just fucking silly noiseIn post 1276, fferyllt wrote:Re Pooky my impression coming into today was that he's been mostly off-topic posting, chivvying Mod over his paranoia about being pocketed
fwiw I'm not putting a lot of effort into making sense of that back and forth yet either. If I were focusing on it, I'd have no brain cells left for the rest of what's going on.In post 1278, borkjerfkin wrote:Mean mostly around the Prism wagon, and the "oh you want me to read the wagon about the player who is at F-2, what a bother"In post 1274, fferyllt wrote:I'm not sure what you mean about low inpact vs high impact times.
I'm rereading and am reacting a little more charitably around the interaction w/ Elements; I had filed away that he didn't really follow-up on that interaction but not true actually
Eh, I'm feeling different about it on reread; circa 1039 that's where I was at
Yes that's fair but i feel like i've been up front as much as i can abt where i'm at (i.e. that up until this convo it was a lot of pings and that i literally could not articulate an answer), whereas i feel like you're trying to evade giving me a straight answer, and are trying to sidestep what i'm trying to get at (which if you actually interacted witu would incidentally would help me form a better read on you, which i've also said a few times now)In post 1281, fferyllt wrote:I feel like you're asking questions of me that you have not answered yourself.
15 minutes is a big exaggeration from what I recall of that timeframe. I'm not going to ignore tonal content.In post 1283, borkjerfkin wrote:I feel like any legitimate conversation about getting "pocketed" like 15 fucking minutes into D1 where all that conversation was happening is just fucking silly noiseIn post 1276, fferyllt wrote:Re Pooky my impression coming into today was that he's been mostly off-topic posting, chivvying Mod over his paranoia about being pocketed
What am I not answering?In post 1285, skitter30 wrote:Yes that's fair but i feel like i've been up front as much as i can abt where i'm at (i.e. that up until this convo it was a lot of pings and that i literally could not articulate an answer), whereas i feel like you're trying to evade giving me a straight answer, and are trying to sidestep what i'm trying to get at (which if you actually interacted witu would incidentally would help me form a better read on you, which i've also said a few times now)In post 1281, fferyllt wrote:I feel like you're asking questions of me that you have not answered yourself.
Like i feel like i'm actually trying to do something abt the pings now, but i cant get you to answer questions, and i cant tell if its because you dont have answers, or you're trying not to respond on purpose or if its something else
Is it actually, though?In post 1277, fferyllt wrote:It's odd that I'm getting a ton of questions and you aren't so much.In post 1270, Cabd wrote:The thing is I'm not actually sure why Ffery has gotten me to where I am in her reads list but I also expect that getting her to elaborate even a single morsel more would be like pulling teeth. And we all know how that shit fucking goes.
I've basically tried to ask a variation of 'why are you scumreading me' for the fourth time now and i keep getting evasions/half-answersIn post 1272, skitter30 wrote:can you articulate what about 'how [i've] interacted with [you]' is scummy / prompting you to scumread me?
which part of this is scum!indicative again?In post 1276, fferyllt wrote:Re Pooky my impression coming into today was that he's been mostly off-topic posting, chivvying Mod over his paranoia about being pocketed, and occasionally declaring that DGB's scum with no reasoning and nothing for her to push back at. I've kind of humored/returned his blandishments toward me just to see if I got echoes. I didn't really. The one thing I wondered/expected was if he'd ask me again about ice cream when I didn't volunteer a favorite flavor. I feel like he's rerolling some of the things he did when pocketing Alisae in the smoke filled game before fake-claiming mason-docs with him. I feel like this is intentionally replaying bits of his scumplay as a sort of a game. That on its own wouldn't clang because I think pooky just likes to play those kinds of games for the amusement of the playerlist. His push on DGB isn't going anywhere and he seems content to just leave it where it sits, a sort of edifice of work that is mostly scaffolding. There are spots in his iso where there's substance but it doesn't have the serious bite that many of his posts in the early Death Curse game did.
Unless this was meant to be an answer to the above, but if so, you're failing to explain why this is scummy of meIn post 1281, fferyllt wrote:I feel like you're asking questions of me that you have not answered yourself.
Cobra Kai <3In post 1288, Cabd wrote:Is it actually, though?In post 1277, fferyllt wrote:It's odd that I'm getting a ton of questions and you aren't so much.In post 1270, Cabd wrote:The thing is I'm not actually sure why Ffery has gotten me to where I am in her reads list but I also expect that getting her to elaborate even a single morsel more would be like pulling teeth. And we all know how that shit fucking goes.