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Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 3:58 pm
by Bell
Oh, I'm definitely fence sitting.
I'm pretty much playing Devil's advocate and trying as hard as possible not to budge for no more reason than because, I think that's a good idea inexplicably. I'm honestly not sure how I'll catch scum this game if I ever do.
What I'm saying is that I roughly agree with FB.
I'm not taking a hard stance on either Oil or Guilotine for previously stated reasons. For Oil, I just don't see anything horrifically scummy.
For Guilotine, soft claim+Townie confidene in themselves+confusing playstyle pretty much leaves me stuck.
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 3:58 pm
by Firebringer
no? I am saying most people are on the sidelines.
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 3:59 pm
by Titus
In post 1373, mastina wrote: Half.
I think this is still Dunn as town. Oil I have reservations on.
The other two, tho, yes.
Explain Dunn please.
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 3:59 pm
by Flea The Magician
BEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL I know you can hunt good, come hunt! Bite the butts! cause waves!
I don't like it when you're off to the side, it makes me sad and suspciious!
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:00 pm
by Flea The Magician
Including you.
Come on, jump in! You're set on me being scum, who are my buddies? Prod and poke things!
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:00 pm
by Bell
I am however sitting on a fence in the middle of highway traffic, which I don't actually think I'd do as scum here.
Rather, I'm making myself pretty available when my instinct would usually be to lurk, be passive asf and then die for playing like shit as scum.
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:02 pm
by Firebringer
i don't know. u could tell me who ur buddies are. might save us all time.
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:02 pm
by Titus
In post 1380, Bell wrote:I am however sitting on a fence in the middle of highway traffic, which I don't actually think I'd do as scum here.
Rather, I'm making myself pretty available when my instinct would usually be to lurk, be passive asf and then die for playing like shit as scum.
+1 Hi town Bell
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:02 pm
by Firebringer
In post 1380, Bell wrote:I am however sitting on a fence in the middle of highway traffic, which I don't actually think I'd do as scum here.
Rather, I'm making myself pretty available when my instinct would usually be to lurk, be passive asf and then die for playing like shit as scum.
i am not paranoid of u yet. But u do seem hyper self aware. Which is weird.
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:02 pm
by Flea The Magician
╰(✧∇✧╰) Lets get some motivation going in here, ya'll don't want me tunnelling on BM, so lets do stuff! (╯✧∇✧)╯
I mean that's just rude
I know I run into people like a derailed freight train but still
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:04 pm
by Flea The Magician
I don't have any that I know, i gotta find them!
Cmon, get over here, help me find my buddies.
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:05 pm
by Firebringer
ugh. This is like me trying to help someone find their lost keys. HOW WOULD I HELP U IF UR OT TELLING ME WHERE U LAST SAW THEM!
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:06 pm
by Flea The Magician
I mean I say I don't have any, I'm confident in Titus, Kookie and Mastina rn.
*yeets a canned beverage towards titus*
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:06 pm
by Flea The Magician
In post 1386, Firebringer wrote:
ugh. This is like me trying to help someone find their lost keys. HOW WOULD I HELP U IF UR OT TELLING ME WHERE U LAST SAW THEM!
Hey last time I saw them they were in my hand!
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:07 pm
by mastina
For what it's worth:
I
want
to come in, hard-defend BM, Flea, and even Oil, try to dismantle the wagons/pressure on them and hard-push superbowl and maybe Gamma as the elimination candidates right now.
But right now I can't manage it, so yes, I am explicitly sitting on the sidelines. I normally have an unabashed lack of fear, a confidence oozing conviction which masks any uncertainty--but right now, the uncertainty is on full display and I hate it. I just, for whatever reason...can't get the confidence going. While there is some fear of being wrong contributing to that lack of strong push...there's also something holding me back beyond fear and I genuinely don't know what. Fear isn't the cause, it's just the icing on top of the cake of my insecurities being on display.
Hilariously enough.
I feel like, in a sense. I am actually basically doing a perfect roleplay of my character, whose debilitating lack of confidence was one of their largest issues throughout the entire story of dbz honestly. To put it in perspective, normally in mafia games I'd very much be a Goku kind of girl--fearless, confident in my abilities, absolutely sure that I can win, etc. But right now I have the timidness of my character and it fucking sucks. I like being Gokuesque, I hate it when I'm this weak.
My
hope
is that, come D2, if I am still alive, that the fire will be lit in me, that I'll ignite, that I'll power up and have my full potential unlocked and unleashed. (Also appropriate for my character, mind you.) Because for D1, I don't know how to solve it. I'm too passive and I don't know why, and without knowing why I don't know how to fix it.
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:07 pm
by Firebringer
did u check ur other hand?
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:09 pm
by Flea The Magician
Yes, I checked my other hand too! And by bag! and my pockets! and my meds box! ... they're in the frikken lock again aren't they -.-;
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:10 pm
by Firebringer
In post 1389, mastina wrote: For what it's worth:
I
want
to come in, hard-defend BM, Flea, and even Oil, try to dismantle the wagons/pressure on them and hard-push superbowl and maybe Gamma as the elimination candidates right now.
But right now I can't manage it, so yes, I am explicitly sitting on the sidelines. I normally have an unabashed lack of fear, a confidence oozing conviction which masks any uncertainty--but right now, the uncertainty is on full display and I hate it. I just, for whatever reason...can't get the confidence going. While there is some fear of being wrong contributing to that lack of strong push...there's also something holding me back beyond fear and I genuinely don't know what. Fear isn't the cause, it's just the icing on top of the cake of my insecurities being on display.
Hilariously enough.
I feel like, in a sense. I am actually basically doing a perfect roleplay of my character, whose debilitating lack of confidence was one of their largest issues throughout the entire story of dbz honestly. To put it in perspective, normally in mafia games I'd very much be a Goku kind of girl--fearless, confident in my abilities, absolutely sure that I can win, etc. But right now I have the timidness of my character and it fucking sucks. I like being Gokuesque, I hate it when I'm this weak.
My
hope
is that, come D2, if I am still alive, that the fire will be lit in me, that I'll ignite, that I'll power up and have my full potential unlocked and unleashed. (Also appropriate for my character, mind you.) Because for D1, I don't know how to solve it. I'm too passive and I don't know why, and without knowing why I don't know how to fix it.
pls stay on the sidelines
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:10 pm
by Firebringer
i will tag u in when it is time mastina.
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:11 pm
by Bell
In post 1383, Firebringer wrote: In post 1380, Bell wrote:I am however sitting on a fence in the middle of highway traffic, which I don't actually think I'd do as scum here.
Rather, I'm making myself pretty available when my instinct would usually be to lurk, be passive asf and then die for playing like shit as scum.
i am not paranoid of u yet. But u do seem hyper self aware. Which is weird.
This is my normal state. I am always self-aware and usually have to stop myself from creating paradoxes.
Twice I have started writing about the fact that I checked to see how many scum are in this game only to find out that there isn't a clear number (prolly 2-4) and that Unwnd didn't rule out third party roles.
I also know that people get extremely pinged when someone starts bringing up 3-P because scum are or tend to be more focused on it and I've had to stop myself from making such posts before as scum because it actually seems to be a temptation to share and speculate about 3p as scum more often than town do it.
So I didn't write about it because why include it and create unnecessary confusion, get myself sucm read for mentioning it, and pretty much have no evidene that it's the case.
But you see, I just wrote it but would I write it out and submit it if I were scum because it would draw suspicion and ping people likely if I submitted this post?
And that's hyper-self-aware-town-Bell.
I'm also hyper-self-aware as scum, but because I try to get town read as town I'm usually just pretty self-aware overall.
I probably wouldn't send this if I were scum. But I'm just feeding you context.
Also, please don't discuss 3P until there's like, a reason to.
Which I have no idea when if ever there's a good time for that because I'm a noob.
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:12 pm
by Flea The Magician
omg imagine a Chiaotzu role
Supersaint/pgo
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:12 pm
by Firebringer
In post 1394, Bell wrote: In post 1383, Firebringer wrote: In post 1380, Bell wrote:I am however sitting on a fence in the middle of highway traffic, which I don't actually think I'd do as scum here.
Rather, I'm making myself pretty available when my instinct would usually be to lurk, be passive asf and then die for playing like shit as scum.
i am not paranoid of u yet. But u do seem hyper self aware. Which is weird.
This is my normal state. I am always self-aware and usually have to stop myself from creating paradoxes.
Twice I have started writing about the fact that I checked to see how many scum are in this game only to find out that there isn't a clear number (prolly 2-4) and that Unwnd didn't rule out third party roles.
I also know that people get extremely pinged when someone starts bringing up 3-P because scum are or tend to be more focused on it and I've had to stop myself from making such posts before as scum because it actually seems to be a temptation to share and speculate about 3p as scum more often than town do it.
So I didn't write about it because why include it and create unnecessary confusion, get myself sucm read for mentioning it, and pretty much have no evidene that it's the case.
But you see, I just wrote it but would I write it out and submit it if I were scum because it would draw suspicion and ping people likely if I submitted this post?
And that's hyper-self-aware-town-Bell.
I'm also hyper-self-aware as scum, but because I try to get town read as town I'm usually just pretty self-aware overall.
I probably wouldn't send this if I were scum. But I'm just feeding you context.
Also, please don't discuss 3P until there's like, a reason to.
Which I have no idea when if ever there's a good time for that because I'm a noob.
u seem like u would be fun to do mushrooms with
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:14 pm
by Flea The Magician
screw mushrooms, you wanna try my pain meds. I be stoned rn because of them beasties. i normally take them before i go to sleep to stop the nightmares and stuff (usually works) because of the effect they have.
Its 3am and I am freaking wired.
Making my own weird mocha thing at home probably didn't help either...
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:15 pm
by Flea The Magician
(note: Don't take prescription meds unless prescribed, there's a reason these have this effect!)
Posted: Thu Jan 07, 2021 4:16 pm
by Firebringer
DONT TELL ME WHAT TO DO FAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!