Mini Normal 2058 (Endgame)

[RadiantCowbells]

Just stop talking to you is giving me a headache.

[RadiantCowbells]

not reading that last post.

[RadiantCowbells]

Ok I got a breather

I don't think DDL is scum regardless of your alignment

I was not forthcoming about CoA because I feel like I shouldnt have to justify a read on CoA being who I am.

I'm probably not ever townreading you the remainder of the game from here so I'll try to Poe around you I guess

[Yachting n Socializing]

i too know how to hide my online status. yet i've never bothered doing so. i probably wouldn't have in your situation because i wouldn't expect to be called out on it.

I call people out on online status all the time, and I usually block it as scum with good games. But not important.

[RadiantCowbells]

Btw ily Shoshin and ily CoA out of game even though you're prolly both scum in this one

[Yachting n Socializing]

boats n hoes was never a townread but you two are the only people who could slip into my blind spot.

what does this mean?

[RadiantCowbells]

two things

1) i never townread you. i've stated this already, i called you town to see what came of it.

2) shoshin/nsg are players that i like a lot and respect a lot and given how much i wanted thme to be town it's really easy for me to just slot them town.

[RadiantCowbells]

i first starting thinking critically about them relatively recently.

[Yachting n Socializing]

What is your solve if I'm town?

[RadiantCowbells]

3/4 {coa, rce, shoshin, morality}

[RadiantCowbells]

maybe but far less likely ddl.

[Yachting n Socializing]

What percent are you on CoA? I want you to keep in mind I've seen you be wrong on 100% reads before, factor that in please.I know I'm out of touch and I know you have a lot of experience with her and one thing in her iso pings hard, but I town read her play. I have only skimmed for the last while so feel free to quote if you already said it.

[Yachting n Socializing]

RCE sounds very genuine.

[RadiantCowbells]

i think rce is most often town right now.

[Yachting n Socializing]

you answered the post that wasn't a question

[RadiantCowbells]

i did

let's call it somewhere between 90 and 100 %

[Yachting n Socializing]

what is your confidence i'm scum?

[RadiantCowbells]

electing not to answer.

[Yachting n Socializing]

Ok. I am thinking on something. i think tomorrow i have time to read the last while.

[RadiantCowbells]

ok

[RadiantCowbells]

kk starting to think that i overreacted with my reads change on shoshin

but she really needs to vote coa...

[RadiantCowbells]

my lynchpool is COA/BnH

[RadiantCowbells]

i'll give a full readslist right now for the sake of having done so

RC
Aura
Creature
Vorkuta never scum

YellowSnow
Tarkus almost never scum

Vedith
RCEnigma probably town

Shoshin
DDL more likely than not town

-very long distance-

{COA, BnH, Morality} ultrascummy

[RadiantCowbells]

i have felt really helpless to push my reads this game and when I feel like that you get the ragey frustrated RC you've been getting over the last dozen odd pages.
everyone was shitting on my morality scumread. then i got forced to abandon it by an out of game appeal when i knew it was scum. now i've solved the rest but i feel like no one's going to listen
even if i flip one of my scumreads and get scum everyone's just going to go back to their pet scumreads. it'll still be DDL tomorrow then whatever lynchbait follows that.
i have a ridiculous track record feeling the way that the future goes on gut and I feel in my heart that this ends up being a town loss after I get ignored despite the solve.
and that makes me lash out but that doesn't really help anything I guess? but I think it's truly unfathomable that I work to develop an 100% read on someone to have it ignored.

there's a really narrow path to victory here and that victory involves people who are town actually trusting my reads. can't force you to do that. but for

reasons

this game is important to me.
i'm done pushing this, it's no longer worth it at this point. if you think that you're better than me, if you think that your pet scumreads are more important, fine. do whatever.
i have no desire to win this game by brute forcing everyone into doing what i want. i feel that's the only way to win, and i feel that i am playing against my wincon by letting go, but fine.
my fatal flaw as town is that my scumgame gets me in situations like this game where I'm either so burnt out and frustrated at the town or so scumread that I can't convince anyone of anything
and that's not going to change this game. i think i'm at the point where if people like shoshin despite knowing that I have an 100% read rate on NSG

still want to fight me because I've pissed them off that much that i'd rather just take the loss and leverage my success here in future games.

UNVOTE:

do what you want.

[RadiantCowbells]

i'm never gonna make paragon with my scumgame so I might as well just be sure I make 12 players and a mod instead