I'm sorry. That sucks. I very much feel you on at least one level, maybe a few. Just know that despite everything, shit seems to always get better eventually, sometimes you just gotta count the seconds til you're done w/ the hour you're in and then make it to the next hour. I'm willing to talk to you outside the game if you need it.In post 420, mastina wrote:Right now? At this very second, less awful than I was before I started posting here.In post 412, Miss Lane wrote:Question for mastina upon completion of her catch-up: How do you feel?
Before I started posting here I was almost as bad as can get.
And honestly I can already feel it--the moment Istopposting, I'll sink back into that bad mental state.
At this very second, I'm relatively fine, but I canfeelit, once I stop posting in here I am going to plummet back to where I was and I'm terrified of it.
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look at you big boy trying to troll me hard. not biting budyIn post 392, Hoctac wrote:VOTE: Vecna
Fine, I never liked people with anime avatars anyway. It's manipulative.- Vecna
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oh yes, here goIn post 394, mastina wrote:Quick question; is this a game everyone is treating dead seriously or is it a game people are kinda going to meme about and not take too seriously? Asking because it makes a difference in how much effort I put in. I kinda assumed this game was the latter and am going in with that expectation, but if it's the former I'll need to shape up and put some more work in.
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I thought we had an unspoken mutual understanding of this anyway, that's what I meant when I said we infect each other if we get toIn post 208, Vecna wrote:Auro, if youre scum here you better infect and convert me N1 so we can continue what we started last game
I'm going to be treating the game similarly (i.e. not too much effort), why is this problematic?Vecna wrote:
oh yes, here goIn post 394, mastina wrote:Quick question; is this a game everyone is treating dead seriously or is it a game people are kinda going to meme about and not take too seriously? Asking because it makes a difference in how much effort I put in. I kinda assumed this game was the latter and am going in with that expectation, but if it's the former I'll need to shape up and put some more work in.
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Hi mastina welcome to the game! So glad you rolled scum. Haven’t you learned by now? I know you know my town game. It hasn’t changed at all. You come in saying you’re going to take this less than seriously and then fall right back into your scum game saying I’m scum day one has always been your tell lol
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On a more serious note, while I sympathize greatly - I’ve dealt with crippling depression and anxiety my whole life - that discussion doesn’t belong in the game. It’s manipulative and besides that it’s in the ruleset. You know I love you tons and I’m super happy you’re here so just do your best.Art is cool.- farside22
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Of all tyrannies,a tyranny sincerely exercised for the good of its victims may be the most oppressive. It would be better to live under robber barons than under omnipotent moral busybodies. The robber baron's cruelty may sometimes sleep but those who torment us for our own good will torment us without end they do so with the approval of their own conscience.
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dunno why ppl join games to take them not seriously. It feels like it would be insulting to the mod/reviewers that put a decent amount of work in (and other players that are actually playing. It also breaks the spirit of the game rule, I think.Of all tyrannies,a tyranny sincerely exercised for the good of its victims may be the most oppressive. It would be better to live under robber barons than under omnipotent moral busybodies. The robber baron's cruelty may sometimes sleep but those who torment us for our own good will torment us without end they do so with the approval of their own conscience.
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kinda? Bastard is just an umbrella term for certain mechanics. I think a mod can still make a "bastard" game and attempt to balance and try and make is a srs game, as opposed to "lol balance" trash games that are just a buncha roles thrown together.Of all tyrannies,a tyranny sincerely exercised for the good of its victims may be the most oppressive. It would be better to live under robber barons than under omnipotent moral busybodies. The robber baron's cruelty may sometimes sleep but those who torment us for our own good will torment us without end they do so with the approval of their own conscience.
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but even in trash games, one should still really be playing to their wincon so w/eOf all tyrannies,a tyranny sincerely exercised for the good of its victims may be the most oppressive. It would be better to live under robber barons than under omnipotent moral busybodies. The robber baron's cruelty may sometimes sleep but those who torment us for our own good will torment us without end they do so with the approval of their own conscience.
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The specific bastard mechanic here is non-random change in win-con. Knowledge that you may not remain with the same win-con can inform and affect your play, and it is fine for players to play as such IMO.- Hoctac
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I wanted to call FL scum for this post so I'm going to locktown him for it instead.In post 67, Flavor Leaf wrote:Oh damn, what did I sign up for? Idk how to play setups like this
This is a scum pocket attempt.
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Didn’t realize there was a wagon there.CHECK OUT MY HOW TO PLAY AS SCUM GUIDE Maybe it'll help you catch me
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