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it's PaRaNoIa

idk you kinda don't feel as ~interested~ in the game
but i don't know how AI that is when i don't feel myself being that ~interested~ in the game
but i'm gonna worry about it anyway

let me check the post count real quick

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second highest post count

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not interested in this game?

yikes i'm only third i need to step my game up

ye okay but that's not what i mean. you have A Lot of posts but idk if i feel the townconeum Flame behind them you feel?? but i also don't exactly feel being led astray?? it's weird.

ico are you mad at me now

no

i have a black belt in dragon-zen therapy

I'M FINE

is this the "i'm fine" that means literally anything other than "i'm fine"

Hi, catching up, school started for me so i might not be as avalible as I usually am

In post 555, Datisi wrote:is this the "i'm fine" that means literally anything other than "i'm fine"

i just had this feeling you were trying to find a reason to join the wagon on me

i'm not planning on joining it either way

but i guess i'm looking for something that will make me think that's a good idea

D:

ok now the initial shock has gone down

what's up, duck?

In post 528, the worst wrote:I'm suddenly realising this game hasn't been all that Spicy

In post 560, the worst wrote:VOTE: datisi

i don't really feel like you're trying to solve the game in the Way Datisi Normally Does; more like you're trying to look like you're doing a lot while kinda, like, drifting through.
your conversation with ico just now felt... incredibly averse? like you were looking at him in a zoo or smth

prior to this page i would have been more interested in roasting iconeum over hot coals than roasting you over hot coals so i suppose i'm surprised to find you were the one who didn't feel like you wanted to be having the engagement ?

i hate to doubleteam but

datisi

why did you put me so close to town in your triangle if you were having such doubts about me? doubts that only seemingly appeared right after a couple votes on me?

also that reaction just now

i'm not sure why town!tisi is kinda stunned/confused and then curious vs. previous games you've almost had this prickly vibe around being pushed incorrectly

like
i don't think i'm aaaaaalllllllllllllllllll that towny here tbqh

i'm surprised you would be so blown down by how real that read/vote was that you were too stunned to headbutt me

i'm not sure if i could hear the unspoken "oh god oh fuck what do i do now" or if i'm just confbiasing. i'll accept i probably couldn't hear you all the way in australia.

i am having a "oh god oh fuck what do i do now", that's true, but if you think scumtisi is the only idiot who needs time to think of what to say and have it be at least halfway decent, i've got news for you

yeah on the downlow i was like 99% sure i heard it

datisi did they scream at you in the scum pt that you shouldn't be townreading me?

In post 564, the worst wrote:i don't really feel like you're trying to solve the game in the Way Datisi Normally Does; more like you're trying to look like you're doing a lot while kinda, like, drifting through.

i am trying to Solve Game, but the game isn't cooperating with me. when people aren't engaing with the game and/or me (or have content that i find difficult to engage with, e.g. username) it is Difficult.

In post 564, the worst wrote:your conversation with ico just now felt... incredibly averse? like you were looking at him in a zoo or smth

In post 565, the worst wrote:prior to this page i would have been more interested in roasting iconeum over hot coals than roasting you over hot coals so i suppose i'm surprised to find you were the one who didn't feel like you wanted to be having the engagement ?

correct? i was 100% not wanting to have that conversation?? but like... it would've been easy to double down on my ico townread there if i wanted to. i've done it before. but at some point when votes started rolling in on ico i was like "hmm do i feel the strong desire to start defending him" and the answer was no. then i thought "ok do i wanna vote ico???" and the answer was once again no. so i thought that maybe hey talking with him is gonna help me figure out what i wanna do?? but our conversation didn't Inspire me.

In post 567, the worst wrote:also that reaction just now

i'm not sure why town!tisi is kinda stunned/confused and then curious vs. previous games you've almost had this prickly vibe around being pushed incorrectly

this is kinda difficult to answer without knowing which games you're exactly talking about, since my reaction varies based on (1) how townread i think i should be and (2) how i'm reading the person that's pushing me

In post 567, the worst wrote:like
i don't think i'm aaaaaalllllllllllllllllll that towny here tbqh

i'm surprised you would be so blown down by how real that read/vote was that you were too stunned to headbutt me

i also don't think you're all that towny but i'm not sure why that should be translated into me wanting to take you head on?

In post 566, Iconeum wrote:why did you put me so close to town in your triangle if you were having such doubts about me? doubts that only seemingly appeared right after a couple votes on me?

i'm having doubts about everyone
but it's coupled with (1) our history and (2) the fact that until there were votes on you nothing was challenging my read and i was able to just shelf it to the back of my mind and not think about it

In post 571, Iconeum wrote:datisi did they scream at you in the scum pt that you shouldn't be townreading me?

do you really think that would've stopped me

so the votes on me inspired you enough to question the townread

like, just there being votes then, or the reasoning behind em?

In post 573, Iconeum wrote:so the votes on me inspired you enough to question the townread

like, just there being votes then, or the reasoning behind em?

when i see a bandwagon i'm like "what should i do about this wagon", and the answer to the first quuestion of "should i join" was a loud "no"

so i thought "ok it's ico and i'm townreading him and it's day one and he's being pushed for some (to me) bad reasons, i should jump up and call the reasons shite and defending him yes?"

and the answer to that question was "huh actually i don't feel the urge to do that either"

which made me worry and i hoped our conversation would shine some light

it didn't