rather than digging further into this, i'm going to give you space, again
you can make your case when you have the time
that is what i am trying to allow you to do
but if you start making things personal/emotional rather than game related again, i'm going to shut it down because i have no desire to deal with it if that's how you respond to disagreement
so here it is, the floor is yours, i've said what i wanted to say, explored what i wanted to explore
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 7:31 am
by Taly
Thanks for making the distinction. But you can say what you want about my play, and if it upsets me, I will break from the conversation.
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 7:35 am
by petapan
i will try to be respectful if i feel the need to express disagreement
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 7:42 am
by Taly
*tackles peta and we both fall into a pit of pillows and blankets*
c:
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 8:43 am
by Taly
Actually you know what I don't think space is the best thing for me. It's totally fine if you need or want that
peta
especially in light of our spat
But I genuinely cannot process this game logically right now and need to be hand held to get back into that mentality.
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 8:47 am
by Taly
I am just dismayed by despite being one of the strongest drivers of content in this game that I'm facing 5p elo with a scumcase, gladiating with a townread of which I will die from, and my strongest townread is confident that my scumread is town and my townread is the final scum when I could've just vied for ruler and had been selfish.
It's a bit of a knock to my ego when it comes to mafia.
Like, I don't know what to do. My brain is off.
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 8:48 am
by Taly
I am defeated and I've never felt it this much before.
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 8:49 am
by Taly
I either need help or I just need to fuck off.
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 8:51 am
by Taly
I can't take mafia this seriously and go through another elo whether I'm correct and it's still a loss again.
And I know I may not be correct on Ggy but my executive function has left at the moment.
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 8:54 am
by Taly
I'm out. My limit has been reached. Only contact me if you feel it benefits your solve ability.
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 8:56 am
by petapan
taly, i am trying to state points and review the game (sometimes without a purpose in mind) and you respond by getting emotional rather than telling me why i am wrong
i have tried to tell you why i do not agree with
your
reasons and you have overreacted to that
i try to give you the floor to make your case and you give me a pile of frustration rather than any arguments
can you see why this is so difficult for me to deal with?
you keep insisting i am being unfair, but i'm not even sure you've actually given consideration to all the work i've tried to put in
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 8:57 am
by Taly
I don't think you're being unfair anymore. I know I am being difficult. I don't know what what do about that. I just can't think about this game right now.
VLA until Saturday
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 8:59 am
by Ydrasse
ummmmm we kind of have to decide i think who’s dying in ~two days
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 9:00 am
by petapan
the game is a two way street
i have made it clear that i am open discussion but i need reasons and not this
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 9:02 am
by petapan
In post 6813, Ydrasse wrote:ummmmm we kind of have to decide i think who’s dying in ~two days
VOTE: NAY
so i can be formally on the record
i have said a lot on this, but there is probably more i can say about ydrasse's posts themselves and why i do not think she is scum, and am fairly confident she is town
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 9:11 am
by petapan
can i possibly get a sanity check from a third party here on this dialogue
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 9:21 am
by petapan
in fairness my perspective did shift significantly from thinking "taly might be scum adopting an unreasonable stance because he cannot find another one" back to thinking gamma emerald makes the most sense as i went into reviewing things, but i feel like the evolution of that thought is not hard to track
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 9:40 am
by Taly
I'm not frustrated anymore, I am sad and struggling to regulate it.
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 9:41 am
by Ydrasse
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 9:43 am
by Taly
It's not you or anyone else but me,
peta
.
Thanks
Ydra
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 9:48 am
by petapan
i went back through and compiled your stated reasons in-thread, and i will try to respond to them as best i can
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 9:53 am
by Taly
It's OK, I'm good with what you want to do.
Sorry for injecting an emotional environment in here. It's not representative of me in most games even when I am eliminated, and I will be response and take this out of thread. Thank you for your patience guys.
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 10:14 am
by Gamma Emerald
I rlly hope this last event is just standard nightless because I think peta has good points but it’s just not me here, I just had a really shit game in the end. VOTE: Nay
Idek what’s going on with how we want to do this event but I’ll just sheep peta ig
Posted: Tue Nov 16, 2021 11:12 am
by Taly
I'm doing a good chunk better.
I'm open to discussing your current cases on the Gamma's, peta.
And I am OK with being eliminated if you lot feel it is optimal.
I mean, technically, I think we are in a lose-lose situation so vote with who you want to take to elo.