Posted: Fri Nov 19, 2021 4:49 pm
Yeah I'm sorry you're getting the brunt of the AtE this game
Just ignore
Peta
and I say this as someone who has contributedJust ignore
Ggy
Yeah no you deserve to die after me. I can't imagine this being town ever.In post 7286, Gammagooey wrote:Do you TRY to be a douchebag to everyone you think is scum?petapan wrote:VOTE: NAY
this is my symbolic protest vote
Literally the ONLY THING I've asked for is to make sure Taly dies today, and if I am scum then both ydrasse and taly would have to be town
If Taly lives through this game it's going to be the most disappointing fucking game of the year for everyone involved except him
I AM WEAK LOLIn post 7278, petapan wrote:taly i want to describe this for you, since you're the only one who cannot see it
in the blue room unwnd posted a read list for each room
typical stuff, just listing everyone's name
except
for the pink room, under the category section "null void"
he posts skitter (I guess)
he adds the parenthetical to exactly one person
i'm howling
Maybe you can read what I said back post-game, still probably being angry, and think about the fact that I meant it. It probably is an overreaction to that post in particular, but I do fucking mean it.petapan wrote:man i'm actually fucking mad now that you chose to pull that card
you saw the shit i got put through this game and you're calling me a douchebag for howIplay
do you have any idea how poorly that comes across?
In Heaven PT, We talked about why you said you weren't scum, and briefly discussed interactions with Dunn you thought might make me reconsider my read on you like pushing for Dunn/Cakez and why Dunn wasn't 'concreteted in uselessness' as I mentioned, and you asked Gemerald why he wanted you to be the ruler. I guess you also mentioned that you didn't trust Gemerald's perception day 1? Basically all of it I just processed as "Taly defending himself". I guess I should have either gone into more detail on why I thought you could be potential scum then when you mentioned that you didn't see evidence contradicted TA/Cakez scum or gone over more people than just you, but I did mention multiple times that yeah I did think TA is going to flip scum no matter what and I did think Cakez had a strong chance of being scum.In post 7306, Taly wrote: And I feel it's a misrepresentation to tell him that nobody in the PT was willing to speak game with you because I certainly was and actually did. I've even made posts directed to you THIS EVENT that wasn't solely trying to disdredit your POV and wanted to dissect your thought process more and you've yet to interact with it or any interpretation of my gameplay that has been in good faith.
In post 3545, ulyana wrote:? the vote that ended up being seniority vote for petapan was placed by toogeloo sometime after i voted for sircakez, when i voted sircakez you were voting ydrasse but shortly thereafter unvoted, had you actually wanted sircakez and voted there at this time sircakez would have been the nomination,In post 3535, Taly wrote:I was the only person who actively campaigned for Cakez, Ulya made the vote later in the phase but peta[/n] had seniority by this point if I remember correctly.
so
?
If you had wanted Saber, or even been ambivalent on Saber, I think it's pretty clear from that it could have happened just from Skitter+Infinity+Toog, since Toog was willing to sheep either you or skitter from your post about him.In post 3562, ulyana wrote:you were one of the two votes on ydrasse so moving to any other wagon with an existing vote would have always given that wagon the edgeIn post 3560, Taly wrote:Also I misinterpreted what seniority meant.In post 3552, Taly wrote:Because I didn't knowIn post 3546, skitter30 wrote:Yeah also i dont remember taly wanting cakez, he was pushing ydra a whole lotCakezhad any traction untilUlya'svote.
And by that point, I had already aligned withDwlee'sPOV of the game more and wanted to consolidate there.
ThoughtYdrawas still going to be the nom.
In post 3535, Taly wrote:I was the only person who actively campaigned forIn post 3533, Gamma Emerald wrote:Who in the pink room wanted Cakez or saber
Atp the best theory I can reconcile is that scum are basically all low-impactCakez,Ulyamade the vote later in the phase butpeta[/n] had seniority by this point if I remember correctly.
Most of everyone was OK with aSabernom,Skitterpersonally campaigning for it. But I wanted to sortSaberdirectly this phase.
Yeah, I didn't trustIn post 7309, Gammagooey wrote:In Heaven PT, We talked about why you said you weren't scum, and briefly discussed interactions with Dunn you thought might make me reconsider my read on you like pushing for Dunn/Cakez and why Dunn wasn't 'concreteted in uselessness' as I mentioned, and you asked Gemerald why he wanted you to be the ruler. I guess you also mentioned that you didn't trust Gemerald's perception day 1? Basically all of it I just processed as "Taly defending himself". I guess I should have either gone into more detail on why I thought you could be potential scum then when you mentioned that you didn't see evidence contradicted TA/Cakez scum or gone over more people than just you, but I did mention multiple times that yeah I did think TA is going to flip scum no matter what and I did think Cakez had a strong chance of being scum.In post 7306, Taly wrote: And I feel it's a misrepresentation to tell him that nobody in the PT was willing to speak game with you because I certainly was and actually did. I've even made posts directed to you THIS EVENT that wasn't solely trying to disdredit your POV and wanted to dissect your thought process more and you've yet to interact with it or any interpretation of my gameplay that has been in good faith.
Requote the posts I missed?In post 7309, Gammagooey wrote:In post 7306, Taly wrote:For today, I could have more thoroughly responded to a few things (I'll go over the Pink PT thoughts in a minute, I remember you mentioning that in particular), but honestly how and why are you expecting me to go through and respond to all of your posts when you've also flooded the thread and have nearly THREE HUNDRED posts this event? Literally more than twice the number I have THE ENTIRE GAME SO FAR? I've even asked you a couple of things that would up getting ignored on your end too like why you didn't follow through on your Cakez read on the crossing (though I did forget about it and then feel like an idiot when I realized you were talking about potentially going over it later as opposed to thinking you were conflating it with another thing being talked about at the time).
Noted. 7136 was a question directed to you.In post 7309, Gammagooey wrote:In post 7306, Taly wrote:I'd also like to know why you seemed to stop mentioning/pushing your previous scum read on skitter for the crossing event.
And for what, the 4th time I've said this to different people? If you want me to respond to one of your posts, @me with what you want me to respond to so I don't have to dig through literally hundreds of posts to find it. Don't make a train of shitposts about my play and then expect me to find exactly what you want an actual response to in the middle of it instead of me shrugging it off as "ok Taly's spamposting about me being scum again". I feel like that at least is a reasonable ask.
No, I disagree with both the assertion that the Pink PT had a net positive view of me or the idea that everyone in the PT was absolutely set onIn post 7309, Gammagooey wrote:For the Pink PT, I thought you were likely pretty influential there for a couple of reasons. First, you were pretty clearly the one of, if not the most active player(s) in the game thread before it split into PTs. That alone meant that you were likely to be a major part of the conversation there and your reads and opinions that you put forward there would get at least seriously discussed, unlike say Toog who I thought was likely to post like 4 times in there and for other people to likely gloss over his reads. Second, basically everyone at least commented about the Pink PT, even if they didn't go into detail, and all of them seemed to either think Saber was scum OR have a positive opinion of you - infinity+skitter both said they wanted saber, and you initially said that skitter campaigned for it (and I quoted this before), dwlee talked about how you and him pocketed each other in there, you said that Toog was willing to sheep either of skitter or you, and that only leaves Ulya as *not enamored with Taly but also didn't want Saber lynched*, and she commented on how she wanted Cakez and could have had it if you had joined her on that (and that you could have had any wagon you wanted that had an existing vote):In post 3545, ulyana wrote:? the vote that ended up being seniority vote for petapan was placed by toogeloo sometime after i voted for sircakez, when i voted sircakez you were voting ydrasse but shortly thereafter unvoted, had you actually wanted sircakez and voted there at this time sircakez would have been the nomination,In post 3535, Taly wrote:I was the only person who actively campaigned for Cakez, Ulya made the vote later in the phase but peta[/n] had seniority by this point if I remember correctly.
so
?If you had wanted Saber, or even been ambivalent on Saber, I think it's pretty clear from that it could have happened just from Skitter+Infinity+Toog, since Toog was willing to sheep either you or skitter from your post about him.In post 3562, ulyana wrote:you were one of the two votes on ydrasse so moving to any other wagon with an existing vote would have always given that wagon the edgeIn post 3560, Taly wrote:Also I misinterpreted what seniority meant.In post 3552, Taly wrote:Because I didn't knowIn post 3546, skitter30 wrote:Yeah also i dont remember taly wanting cakez, he was pushing ydra a whole lotCakezhad any traction untilUlya'svote.
And by that point, I had already aligned withDwlee'sPOV of the game more and wanted to consolidate there.
ThoughtYdrawas still going to be the nom.
My interpretation of this post from you was that skitter was actively pushing for Saber to be put up, and that you in particular requested that Saber not be the nomination for that event. Apparently infinity was actually pushing it harder than skitter, but I thought skitter was pushing it hardest from your post, and that you stepping in to prevent a scum from bussing another was very likely to come from you as a skitter/saber scumbuddy.In post 3535, Taly wrote:I was the only person who actively campaigned forIn post 3533, Gamma Emerald wrote:Who in the pink room wanted Cakez or saber
Atp the best theory I can reconcile is that scum are basically all low-impactCakez,Ulyamade the vote later in the phase butpeta[/n] had seniority by this point if I remember correctly.
Most of everyone was OK with aSabernom,Skitterpersonally campaigning for it. But I wanted to sortSaberdirectly this phase.
coolIn post 7305, Gammagooey wrote:Maybe you can read what I said back post-game, still probably being angry, and think about the fact that I meant it. It probably is an overreaction to that post in particular, but I do fucking mean it.petapan wrote:man i'm actually fucking mad now that you chose to pull that card
you saw the shit i got put through this game and you're calling me a douchebag for howIplay
do you have any idea how poorly that comes across?
This is not me being angry at you for calling me scum, this is the equivalent of me at a bar pulling you aside and asking you why you're acting this way to everyone there.
To be diplomatic, I'll say that I also would prefer not to play with Harley Quinn again. But you're treating people like mafia/scum first instead of showing some damn empathy and trying to understand where other players are coming from as PEOPLE, not as their alignment, and it's fucking stupid.
I would rather play a 50 page game that was light and jokey and fun in but lost than deal with a game that was 250/300+ pages and win. Maybe you've noticed, but today has largely stopped being fun for me. I would have been super happy to talk to you or Gemerald or even Taly in the Heaven PT about who ya'll were suspecting then and take that into account when I got to do *ruler stuff*, but instead it was 3 pages long with me being the only person who actually talked about who potential scum in the PT could be, and today has been every single player in the game dismissing my strongest read because they're probably going to die in the event already. And now there's what, a dozen pages or so of me feeling ignored and generally shat on for my choice after the fact instead.
I can deal with that, but let me tell you, it's not fun. I'm obv not thrilled about Taly/you thinking I'm scum, but it's a mafia game, if you can't deal with that you shouldn't play mafia.
I've read over your quotewall posts peta, and I've responded to the pieces I thought I could add meaningingfully to. You've posted I think about or over TWO HUNDRED times since the start of this event with absolute fucking walls of quotes that I've already read through earlier in the game. I do not want to spend hours of my life that could be spent actually enjoying myself going through them further and dissecting the individual points where I think you're being reasonable and the other points I don't agree with and have no/little change in either the game-state or in my opinions on the remaining players. If you have/had concise parts that you wanted my comments in particular on then I can do that, as I've said to The Worst already. If not, then say whatever you want people to read, let the worst catch up and share any opinions he wants to air, and then let's move on. I offered to replace into this game to try to make the game better and enjoy the events - both of those goals are largely not happening at this point, I'm not going to participate in the game to a level anywhere close to yours when it's not fun to play in.
And finally, MAYBE you've also noticed that I've tried to keep everything light and tried to be diplomatic with people even when I think they're scum and/or when they're scumreading me. I don't want to deal with other people's emotional outbursts, I don't particularly like getting overly emotional about the game myself. All I fucking want is an game where people can enjoy talking to each other and have fun and consider each others opinions EVEN if they think the other person is scum, and you've been the cause of three replacements so far. (maybe like...2.2 if we factor in how likely HQ was going to replace out in that situation even with another randomized playerlist) Don't call people a "fucking slimeball" if you're going to get legitimately angry when someone says you're acting like a douchebag. I'm tired of the game, I'm tired of you expecting me to be as invested in it as much as you given the game-state, and I'm tired of your behavior this game making it less fun for multiple people. Just treat people better in future games, and if/when you do wind up elim'ing me or the game ends I'd rather you consider why I felt this way instead of just complaining about my shitty play.
petapan wrote:i want to type a response to that that is diplomatic and respectful, but i don't think i can. i am livid. you have been absurdly insulting to me just now and it is incredibly disappointing. anything i want to say right now is incredibly harsh, so i'll just step away for now.
i mean even with you i was mostly just bewildered/frustrated because like, i wanted you to be able to talk and you were just weird about itIn post 7300, Taly wrote:Yeah I'm sorry you're getting the brunt of the AtE this gamePetaand I say this as someone who has contributed
Just ignoreGgy
it's certainly been a rideIn post 7303, Taly wrote:Peta, I respect the fact that we have a very hot/cold dynamic this game because it feels so raw.
yeah uh wow lmaoIn post 7310, Taly wrote:No, I disagree with both the assertion that the Pink PT had a net positive view of me or the idea that everyone in the PT was absolutely set on Saber-scum outside of Infinity who voteparked throughout the PT.
Skitter entered the Pink PT with THIS being her hierarchy of least wanting to vote to MOST.
Gamma --> Cakez --> Ydrasse --> Gypyx --> Saber --> peta --> UNWND
And what did she do with this?
She contested my Ydrasse-case, said she wouldn't vote Cakez despite AGREEING that I believed Cakez/unwnd was T/S, and she voted Peta mid-way into the PT and didn't move her vote at all.
It reads perfectly like she TMI'd you and Saber.
For greater context on my mind at the time:In post 7316, petapan wrote:i mean even with you i was mostly just bewildered/frustrated because like, i wanted you to be able to talk and you were just weird about itIn post 7300, Taly wrote:Yeah I'm sorry you're getting the brunt of the AtE this gamePetaand I say this as someone who has contributed
Just ignoreGgyit's certainly been a rideIn post 7303, Taly wrote:Peta, I respect the fact that we have a very hot/cold dynamic this game because it feels so raw.
sorry if i inadvertently came off as brusque/dismissive toward you, it's...
we have different ways of thinking and there was alotof evidence to go through, i was hung up on some not so good reasons. which often happens. but i did, eventually, go back and reread and check everything. and i think just by being able to have some conversation we worked things out? theres always the stress of endgames because people are going to have differing perspectives they feel strongly about but i think weve been working okay
This was my last post as a living slot this game. The second I accepted that I was going to be eliminated I started to thinking more like this again a few posts later:In post 6818, Taly wrote:I'm not frustrated anymore, I am sad and struggling to regulate it.
So trulyIn post 6825, Taly wrote:Peta, what do you think is more likely?
Gamma-scum wanted to kill off potential mislim Galron and scum stopped this to protect themselves. It could be inferred that Galron was a framing, if Gamma is scum here, but why wasn't that a point of discussion in the duel?
Or
Gamma-town was right in the ballpark of susaing a lot of slots that scum both wanted to kingmake, but they felt a sabotage would be the most effective way at protecting them?
yeah haha, i should probably have led this event phase with this argument lmaoIn post 7317, petapan wrote:yeah uh wow lmaoIn post 7310, Taly wrote:No, I disagree with both the assertion that the Pink PT had a net positive view of me or the idea that everyone in the PT was absolutely set on Saber-scum outside of Infinity who voteparked throughout the PT.
Skitter entered the Pink PT with THIS being her hierarchy of least wanting to vote to MOST.
Gamma --> Cakez --> Ydrasse --> Gypyx --> Saber --> peta --> UNWND
And what did she do with this?
She contested my Ydrasse-case, said she wouldn't vote Cakez despite AGREEING that I believed Cakez/unwnd was T/S, and she voted Peta mid-way into the PT and didn't move her vote at all.
It reads perfectly like she TMI'd you and Saber.
i know she was putting her preference at me and those two but i didn't know it was THAT order
its okIn post 7318, Taly wrote:So truly Peta, I feel I was largely the source of our conflict because I couldn't reconcile my ego and the gamestate. And I am sorry for overstepping your boundaries here.
i'll take oneIn post 7320, Ydrasse wrote:peppermint anyone? can i interest anyone in a peppermint?