For once I must agree with RC (forgive me...).
Okay yumi, I might not be the best person to take advice from (I actually have a reputation here of being the worst poster on mafiascum [you have had fair warning]), but let me let you in on something...
People here take the game very very seriously. They always adhere to a list of rules (sometimes 15 or more, but it changes from mod to mod). They take these rules as a moral code that if broken intentionally carries harsh consequences. These consequences usually just result in a modkill and that's it. But this community is in some respects un-forgiving. People might refuse to play with you because you broke one of those rules once. You can suffer long-term side effects of breaking rules.
Naturally if you are remorseful, or you simply had a slip of the tongue pepole here will be willing to forgive you.
Note #2: Don't go into any of the discussion forums until you have played a game. ESPECIALLY FORUM 62. This site has been online for years, and pepole have really established a community. Everybody knows each other, and everybody pokes fun at each other. People don't like noobs generally though (fuck you CyberBob I know you are reading this). They don't like noobs in the sense that they feel like the said noob is coming in on a family dinner an claiming to be that long lost cosine (sorry this analogy sucks balls). People also tend to keep the aggression/whining/pouting(?) to the games. Unless your name is cyberbob.
Note #3: My personal suggestion is for you to play a mini normal and read at least one other game on MS. Quite frankly, nothing pays more dividends then experience.
Also: do not pay attention to chesskid. He has created a meme that everybody hates but they still use anyway (making a post only contain the word CHESSKID in all caps).
So, you can't be a mod for three months?
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