i think maybe its like'In post 741, humaneatingmonkey wrote:how soIn post 740, marcistar wrote:is that actually nasty- i largely held back
im aware im in a pretty bad mood so it might seem nastier than how i meant it, but also im genuinely frustrated with this game.
talk to me then im your friend
i feel really bad irl rn, like i know why but its embarrassing
and then i open the game and like i feel boxed in.. like..
it did come across meaner than i meant it but its true, ausukas a large part of it.
ausuka saw me play really badly in a game and it was not the vibes apparently, and now here i feel motivated to try to do stuff, and apparently thats also not the vibes?? and its so annoying because ausuka just keeps coming at me no matter what i do like i just wanna vibe and have fun with my role but i feel like i have to try to play in a certain way because its prob not the vibes if i die but then i can never do it perfectly and its like aaaa because i wanna try my best to help but also im stubborn with what i like and want to do since i
want to have fun
but also want to help and like and its likenot only ausuka who makes me feel this way
no matter how i play it doesnt please anybody and its so fucking annoying, at best ill survive like a day or 2 and then ppl come after me
and then its like
i end up playing bad once im pressured and ppl end up thinking im a bad player and i just wanna do good.
