In post 8472, mastin2 wrote:Like, I said you were playing badly.
Your posting post-game explicitly said that your early game was shit.
So I was explicitly saying something that
you agree with being true
.
'In retrospect' my ass. I knew I was correct at the time.
The thing about it is that you're continuing to always think the problem lies outside. You're continuing to think that it was something I did, when it was something you did at the time. Which you now know. But in the future, in the middle of the game, you're not going to act any differently. You're still going to think that it's something "I" (it can be anyone) did, rather than something you're doing. And when that game's over, you're going to go once again saying "In hindsight, it was on my end, but I had no way of knowing it was at the time".
Except yes you do.
By actually learning.
Like, this reminds me of the lectures I was on the receiving end of in my 2009 play.
When I actually started listening to them (took 'til 2011), I became a better player, because I actually DID stop making the same mistakes.
I think we're talking past each other.
Of course from your PoV you knew you were right, because you could read your PM.
I couldn't, and I had an erroneous read.
However, given my erroneous read, the way in which you were dealing with me felt like, to me, scum trying to shake attention using AtE that's fairly potent. The only way to have prevented the situation from my end would have been to have had a correct read there. Not quite sure what I should have picked up on in regards to that, and I'm not doing a reread to figure it out. Probably something positionality isn't alignment indicative before you have flips something something, not sure.